Full-of-Grace – Page 4 – Full-of-Grace

Joseph Day 1: Here comes the dreamer

The silence after prophecy falls like evening dew - cold, inevitable, saturating. Joseph presses his forehead against the damp prison wall, stone drinking the fever from his skin. "This faith will be my undoing," he whispers, words catching in his throat like trapped birds, "unless..." The darkness swallows the rest of his prayer. Moments ago, divine presence had coursed through him like spring water through desert clay, shaping meanings from...

Joseph Steps Into Void: Dreams That Outlast Devastation

The Chasm's Call: Between Being and Becoming There's such a chasm between who we are and who we long to become. My flesh knows this gap like hunger knows emptiness - a constant ache beneath the ribs, a hollow space that echoes with each heartbeat. I reach across this void until muscles burn and joints crack, but my fingertips grasp only air thin as broken promises. Sacred Demolition: Where Certainty Crumbles to Grace Joseph's story tears...

Betrothed to Mystery: What Does a Woman Called by God Look Like?

THRESHOLD CALLING Standing at the threshold, draped in crimson silk that speaks of both flesh and life, I challenge my own assumptions: What does a woman called by God look like? This dress speaks of paradoxes, it hosts both: blood and light. I see myself, and ask would God really want such a one as I? Yet here I stand, my silver cross a bridge between Moab's abundance and Bethlehem's dust. RUTH'S EXODUS Like Ruth, I leave the certainties of...

Sacred Nomad: Between Veils and Vastness

Evening's Sacred Dissolving I face my mirror in the evening's sacred hush, where familiar contours of self begin to blur at the edges. Here, in this liminal light, I feel clothed with a veil caught in divine breath – lifting, falling, dancing between what was and what might be. How does one surrender the knowing to embrace the mystery of being beheld by Love? Some days I want to pin down the floating edges, to still these billowing notions...

Between the Prayers: The Presence Already Here

The Weight of Morning Mist In the soft morning light filtering through stained glass, I stood at the threshold of our church, heart full of carefully crafted welcomes and thoughtfully woven prayers. Yet somehow, I remained as translucent as the incense rising to the rafters. Oh, beloved, I see now the gentle irony. The same voices that penned passionate pleas for "women priests" floated past me each Sunday, their eyes searching distant horizons...

Asher day 7: Mercy

Once more!" Hannah's strawberry-blonde curls tickle Asher's arm as she nestles closer, like a small bird finding its nest. Her touch is feather-light, yet it anchors him to now – to peace, to presence. So different from the chains that once bound these hands. Asher turns his palm skyward, studying skin that has forgotten how to bruise. Scars have faded to silver whispers, barely visible in morning light. Only memory knows they're there, and...

Asher day 6: From afar

Dawn paints the shore in pearl and gold. Peter's muscles quiver with sweet exhaustion as he guides the boat's bow onto sand. His body remembers every wave they fought, every strike of water against wood, but now – finally – he can breathe. The morning air fills his lungs like a gift, and he lets his head fall back, savoring the simple pleasure of solid ground beneath his feet. "Another day," he whispers, a fisherman's prayer of gratitude....

Asher day 5: Be still

Stone kisses flesh. Asher's moan echoes against tomb walls as he drives his fist against unyielding rock. Pain blooms like fire through his hand, racing up his arm, setting every nerve alight. "Yes," he breathes, voice thick with something between pleasure and desperation. His body arches into the hurt, seeking more. Again. The impact sends sparks behind his eyes. Blood warms his skin, and for one blessed moment, the noise in his head quiets....

Asher day 4: Don’t you care

Salt stings Peter's eyes as he hauls against the oar, every muscle screaming defiance at the storm. The boat – his livelihood, his inheritance, his second home since boyhood – betrays him now, bucking like an unbroken colt. His feet slide on the flooding deck, but his grip never falters. The fisherman's body knows its business, even when his mind riots. Through sheets of rain, he watches the Master sleep. The sight turns his gut to stone....

Asher day 3: Smashing the fetters

"No, no, no—" The word pulses through Asher's body like fever, each repetition forcing his spine to arch against cold stone. Rain needles his exposed skin, but he's burning from within. His bound fists clench and unclench in desperate rhythm, like a heart trying to burst from ribcage prison. The scream builds low in his gut, coiling like a serpent. His throat works against it, muscles straining visible beneath filthy skin. Lightning flashes...